I can't understand her at all. My mind is too shallow. But every time I try my best to understand her, she just violently pushes me off and passes off as nothing. I mean, wtf?? I was just trying to understand her, why does she have to do that to me?
She says I understand her at all, but does she understand me as well? If she does, why is she expecting me to understand her? I told her so many times that I can't understand someone unless I talk to that person...why can't she just understand that simple fact???
I just wanna know her more...and this is what I get.......? What did I do to deserve this...?
Does she even care about me...? Does she even take me as her boyfriend...? Does she even love me...?
I'm the kind of person that tries to help people as much as I can...that's exactly what I'm doing right now...but why do I lose the trust from my girlfriend in the process...? Is helping other people wrong...?
I said I want to be by her side forever...but I'm afraid I can't accomplish that because she doesn't want to open herself up to me...how can I care for her this way......?
Every single day is the same...no, it's getting worse...I don't want this to happen anymore...I don't want to...it's torturing me like crazy......
Now...I'm back to square one...all alone...with no one by my side...not even her...................
Dempster
2:13 AM
The Details
Name:Masaki Ryodo
DOB: 060589
Lives in: Singapore
Hobbies: Drawing, playing games, eating, sleeping, listening to music, recording audios, playing musical instruments, singing
Likes: Janne Da Arc, Rockman, my family, my Vater drum sticks, blue, nature, singing
Dislikes: Backstabbers, annoyance, americanisation, stuck up and/or snobbish people, things that happen last minute, stress
Personal Quote
"I am not a perfect person, but I can help you when needed. If I can't help, I'll do my best to listen."
The Music
I Want
My own room
Complete Ano Hi no Taiyou
Complete Rockman Delta
A recording studio
DS LITE To earn money PHOTOSHOP CS3
Learn to sing well
My own drum set
GOOD INTERNET
NINTENDO WII IJDIAOSJFOEOAW OPTIMUS PRIME FIGURINE
PSP
MORE TIME
WACOM TABLET
Electric guitar COSPLAY AS KYON
