Speaking of which, I was told that there will be a mini audition for 1000 Stars and Squalls after our training at the end of June, so that they can finalize the cast and fit us to our proper characters. This is probably a wise thing for the company to do since they want the best out of this animation, but what about us?

As I have mentioned before, I was really happy to know that I was selected to voice the main character Kouji, but now with this mini audition coming up, my confidence wavers. It's not that I'm a cowardly faggot who fears failure itself, it's just...if this is gonna happen, then what's the point of having an audition in March in the first place? Come to think of it, none of the cast are not from outside...

This is currently my one and only way to earn money to at least support myself, and if I ended up getting selected to be the sub-character, I won't be able to earn much! Okay I'm admit, I'm really scared that I'll lose my role...this is very important to me, it's like my life, if I lost it, I'm as good as nothing. I know many people will say, "there's always a next time" and things like that. I agree too, but I can't wait. "Time waits for no one", and if I miss this opportunity, there WON'T be a next time. I have to get it done by the time I enter the army or there'll be no hope for me!

Dammit, Dempster, why are you such a useless fag...

Dempster
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