Yesterday dear told me that she was unsure of her love towards me. I was a bit confused at first, but then she told me it was because she forgot how to love...or something like that. Ahh never mind, I'm confused myself.

All I know is that I can feel our love for each other growing stronger and our bonds getting closer each day. I hope it doesn't just disappear like that...

Oh yeah, I'm beginning to dislike the year twos for occupying our important facilities. D=

Dempster
11:47 PM

Went to watch 20th Century Boys yesterday. It was not bad, I must say, but I felt that the ending was a bit too rushed. Maybe it's because I didn't read the manga beforehand, but that's how I feel. The pace was not very consistent. Ah well, let's hope the sequel will be better.

It's been over a month since my dear and I got together. I just looked at her blog and the latest post very mushy...haha but I like XD Anyway, today's her first day of work. Dear, jia you okay? I'll always support you...

Dempster
11:28 AM

2 more days till SIP ends. I so wish Saturday comes soon...

I must be a sick bastard. I'm only supposed to hand in all the needed things for SIP next Friday and I'm already done with more than half of it yesterday. Yeah, I'm a sick bastard.

Anyway, today wasn't a really good day for me. I rarely smiled, and to make matters worse, dear didn't sms at all. I know I'm selfish and that she has to save up her money in her prepaid so she won't overspend, but I'm getting really worried. I hope she's fine...

Dear...please come back soon...I'm dying to see you...

Dempster
10:08 PM

4 more days till hell ends. I can't wait for Friday. Or rather Saturday. No, really.

Although it has been a fruitful experience for me during my working days, it has also been hell for me because when I work, a lot of things that I used to take for granted are gone, such as my free time as well as my health. I fell sick twice so far, and I hope there won't be a third time.

Anyway back to the subject.

Last Saturday I got the chance to go on stage to perform again, this time in a group of 5. That's right; Froggy, Ada, Nina, Yuki and I performed the ever popular Kumikyoku Nico Nico Douga during Japanese Idol. Although we almost won (but didn't win), we got a special prize that we'll be collecting this Saturday. I wonder what it is~~~ Oh and my dear was there to take our performance down as well. Thank you dear~

*Photos and videos to be uploaded hopefully soon*

Speaking of my dear, she's currently at Malaysia on a vacation with her family. I wonder how she's doing...I miss her so much...

Dempster
10:41 PM

After so long, I finally got to eat one of my favourite products: Choco Baby.

After so long, SIP is about to end soon.

After so long (well not really), I got together with my dear Mikuru cosplayer.

Okay enough of after so longs.

Anyway, took part in Japanese Idol yesterday. Although I didn't win, it was a really great experience to be able to sing outdoors to the a group of audience, especially when some people know the song I'm singing. I'm not sure if my exposure has increased, but from what I saw yesterday, I have a feeling that I amazed quite a number of people. And for that, I'm really happy.

What made me wonder is the judges' decision on the winner. From what I heard/saw, I was given fairly good comments, but I didn't win. The one who won was this malay dude named Haru who did the Billie Jean dance (which has absolutely no link to what he sang later on). Another thing that made me suspect this whole set up was the fact that one of the judges said the song that Haru sang was the only one that he know amongst all of us. Ah well, screw it.

One more chance I have: the group category. If not, I can kiss the air tickets to Japan goodbye...

Here are some photos taken:



Dear dear and me, taken before team meeting XD Oh yeah, we had a team meeting before the competition to make payments and some final measurements.



Sound check time~ I didn't wear my specs during performance though.



OMG caught in action! But I anticipated it XD



Dear dear, Chibi and me!



'Tis my bratha and meh XD



My shista~!



Family picture! That's my sister-in-law at the bottom left~ my mum can't make it though.



My hair's screwed up here D=



Whee~~~



Can you spot me? XD



We also got to take a picture with Reiko-san, the host of the event and a DJ from 96.3FM! I feel so short XD



Another pic with Reiko-san and...Callista~

Well that's all the good pictures that were taken yesterday. My sis managed to take a video of my performance, but it's too small and the quality isn't as good, but ah well, it's a really great experience! =D

Thanks to my family and my darling who were there to support me! Thanks to the judges for your wonderful comments on my singing! And thanks to Reiko-san for giving me this opportunity to perform on stage for everyone! Thank you all!!! =D

Dempster
12:14 PM