Friday, November 21, 2008
Indeed, it's great being with you, but in exactly what ways am I a pussy? Please tell me because I know you have a VERY different meaning from mine when it comes to the word "pussy". It's really hard for me to understand you because we're not open to each other yet, but give it time and I will. I know you're strong, and I love you for that, but that doesn't mean I'm a pussy by your terms...
...I hate this day.
...I hate this day.
Dempster
1:55 AM
1:55 AM
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I don't get it. I just don't.
Why is it when someone is busy or has a lot of things to do, they act cold towards you? Not only that, why, of all people, does it have to my dear??? It just feels so unfair...it's like I'm nothing in her eyes. I may sound like a pussy, but why is she treating me like that??
All I wanted was for her to get well, seeing her current situation, and what I get was this? I guess kindness never begets kindness after all...
I won't expect her to read this post, let alone do anything, but all I want her to do is to treat me well...I'm really sick of people showing me different sides of them all the time...I've had bad experiences with my ex already, and I don't want it to happen again...and I really hope this doesn't affect our relationship........
Gawd.....what have I done to deserve this...?
Why is it when someone is busy or has a lot of things to do, they act cold towards you? Not only that, why, of all people, does it have to my dear??? It just feels so unfair...it's like I'm nothing in her eyes. I may sound like a pussy, but why is she treating me like that??
All I wanted was for her to get well, seeing her current situation, and what I get was this? I guess kindness never begets kindness after all...
I won't expect her to read this post, let alone do anything, but all I want her to do is to treat me well...I'm really sick of people showing me different sides of them all the time...I've had bad experiences with my ex already, and I don't want it to happen again...and I really hope this doesn't affect our relationship........
Gawd.....what have I done to deserve this...?
Dempster
11:38 PM
11:38 PM
Went for EOY audition today (technically yesterday considering the time it is now). The good thing is, I officially got to know Baitenshii today after the audition (in fact I'm talking to her now lol) The bad thing is, I think I screwed up big time while singing. I don't know if I'll get in...but whatever it is, I hope that HE never gets in. He's gotta wake up his bloody idea that being a complete weaboo on both sides will not get him anywhere. Douche.
Thanks dear for accompanying me to audition =) I didn't feel as nervous thanks to you~
Oh yeah, I got my costume too! It's a few days late posting this, but I still got it! Although it's a little tight, it looks alright to me. I can't wait to wear it for AFA and EOY~~~
I guess I'll take a pic or two of me wearing it when the time comes.
Thanks dear for accompanying me to audition =) I didn't feel as nervous thanks to you~
Oh yeah, I got my costume too! It's a few days late posting this, but I still got it! Although it's a little tight, it looks alright to me. I can't wait to wear it for AFA and EOY~~~
I guess I'll take a pic or two of me wearing it when the time comes.
Dempster
1:51 AM
1:51 AM
Monday, November 3, 2008
I wanna introduce a wonderful delicacy to all who read my blog. Some of you may have heard of it, some of you have not, but it doesn't matter. Here it is:
CHOCOLATE TARTS!!!!!! =DDDD
CHOCOLATE TARTS!!!!!! =DDDD*ahem* Anyway, these chocolate tarts can be found at a small bread store at the overhead bridge near Admiralty MRT station for only 80 cents each. It's best to buy two at a time because it is guaranteed to keep you satisfied for the rest of the day!
Our story doesn't end there yet though. If you think this is just ordinary chocolate tarts, think again:
The inside contains not only chocolate, but blueberry as well! For those who love both chocolate and blueberries, this will be a double heaven for you. If not, the chocolate's taste is enough to cover it up. If you don't like chocolates, then why the heck are you reading this?
Overall, I enjoy eating the chocolate tart very much. The taste of the chocolate is very rich and it feels like every bite from it feels like I've been engulfed by happiness.
Taste - 8/10
Presentation - 7/10
Worth - 9/10
Overall - 8/10 (A must try!)
END OF FOOD BLOG
Our story doesn't end there yet though. If you think this is just ordinary chocolate tarts, think again:
The inside contains not only chocolate, but blueberry as well! For those who love both chocolate and blueberries, this will be a double heaven for you. If not, the chocolate's taste is enough to cover it up. If you don't like chocolates, then why the heck are you reading this?
Overall, I enjoy eating the chocolate tart very much. The taste of the chocolate is very rich and it feels like every bite from it feels like I've been engulfed by happiness.
Taste - 8/10
Presentation - 7/10
Worth - 9/10
Overall - 8/10 (A must try!)
END OF FOOD BLOG
Dempster
9:44 PM
9:44 PM
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Dear and I sat at the bench near my house to have a little chit chat session. I'm usually not a big fan of chatting with people, but with her, it felt really great. This isn't the first time we did this, but today just felt different.
She told me that she found the feeling of love back. Does that mean I've succeeded in helping her find the feeling back? I don't know, but I was really happy, because now I know that I will definitely love her with all my heart, even until my very last breath. Yeah it sounds cheesy, but wait till you get into a serious relationship, then you'll know what I mean.
Thank you dear for accepting me...I'm really glad to have a lovely girlfriend like you...
She told me that she found the feeling of love back. Does that mean I've succeeded in helping her find the feeling back? I don't know, but I was really happy, because now I know that I will definitely love her with all my heart, even until my very last breath. Yeah it sounds cheesy, but wait till you get into a serious relationship, then you'll know what I mean.
Thank you dear for accepting me...I'm really glad to have a lovely girlfriend like you...
Dempster
10:34 PM
10:34 PM
