Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Mizuki's right. I'm not a good person.
I can't understand her at all. My mind is too shallow. But every time I try my best to understand her, she just violently pushes me off and passes off as nothing. I mean, wtf?? I was just trying to understand her, why does she have to do that to me?
She says I understand her at all, but does she understand me as well? If she does, why is she expecting me to understand her? I told her so many times that I can't understand someone unless I talk to that person...why can't she just understand that simple fact???
I just wanna know her more...and this is what I get.......? What did I do to deserve this...?
Does she even care about me...? Does she even take me as her boyfriend...? Does she even love me...?
I'm the kind of person that tries to help people as much as I can...that's exactly what I'm doing right now...but why do I lose the trust from my girlfriend in the process...? Is helping other people wrong...?
I said I want to be by her side forever...but I'm afraid I can't accomplish that because she doesn't want to open herself up to me...how can I care for her this way......?
Every single day is the same...no, it's getting worse...I don't want this to happen anymore...I don't want to...it's torturing me like crazy......
Now...I'm back to square one...all alone...with no one by my side...not even her...................
Dempster
2:13 AM
2:13 AM
Thursday, December 18, 2008
It sucks to be me because I'm a useless person. Why can't I do anything right...?
Dempster
10:59 PM
10:59 PM
Monday, December 15, 2008
Seriously...what the hell is going on?
I asked if I made you angry, you said no. I wanted to know what's wrong, you said nothing. I just wanted to help, and this is what I got? Are you trying to tell me that it doesn't pay to be kind at all? If that's the case I would have no friends now. Oh wait...do I even have any?
You told me to come talk to you should I have any problems. Currently I don't, so that's okay. I will if I do though. But how can I talk to you when you're like this as well? All I'm doing is try to help, so why are you rejecting my help? Why are you being so unfair to me?
Oh and EOY sucks. 'nuff said.
I asked if I made you angry, you said no. I wanted to know what's wrong, you said nothing. I just wanted to help, and this is what I got? Are you trying to tell me that it doesn't pay to be kind at all? If that's the case I would have no friends now. Oh wait...do I even have any?
You told me to come talk to you should I have any problems. Currently I don't, so that's okay. I will if I do though. But how can I talk to you when you're like this as well? All I'm doing is try to help, so why are you rejecting my help? Why are you being so unfair to me?
Oh and EOY sucks. 'nuff said.
Dempster
2:47 PM
2:47 PM
