Thursday, January 15, 2009
I'm very very disappointed. My dear doesn't understand me at all.
It was pretty alright today. Did my project in school, went home and continue, yada yada yada...dear even talked to me about her problems and I managed to comfort her. But when night falls, things changed. Although I'm okay with her talking to someone, I'm not okay with the fact that she treats me so differently after that. I mean, what the hell is the problem??
It could be just me and my jealousy, but how would someone feel if his girlfriend talks with a guy as per normal (or has a lot of things to say), and then when she talks to him, she has nothing to talk about? To me, it's like using me to kill boredom, and phailing hard at it. If this way she's treating me is considered treating me like her boyfriend, this whole world would be my spouse.
Okay I'm not making sense here, but seriously, that was what happened. It was alright for once or twice, but I'm really not liking it. If there are so much to talk about between the both of you, then why are you two friends? Seriously, you guys should get together...not that I want to but seeing it as the way it is now, geez......
Not only that, when I told her about my jealousy towards this, she doesn't comfort me or anything. To the contrary, she kept her mouth shut. What the hell?! Why is she treating me unfairly again?! Then what for I comfort her in the first place?? I did so because I love you, and I want you to be happy, and this is the kind of shit I get? Do you even care about me in the first place??
This is already not the first time happening, and I know it's gonna happen again. But before my very last breath, I have to make sure this kind of shit doesn't happen. But without her cooperation, I know this is not gonna be possible...
At least she has a friend that understands her (you should know who I'm talking about). Me?
No. One. At. All.
I'm. All. Alone.
All. Over. Again.
Dempster
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