You know...I guess I'm not good enough for you. Or rather...I guess we're not made for each other. You may not see it in yourself, but sometimes you're kinda selfish. You only think of yourself but you didn't spare a thought for others. Sometimes I sacrifice some part of myself just so you can enjoy. Take yesterday for example. After my briefing in school I called you but you didn't pick up the phone until I called your house phone. I know your phone is charging and all, that I understand. I would have taken the bus to go there straight, but instead I chose to walk there so I can kill some time since I'm already halfway there when we hung up, but you smsed me saying you're on the bus when I'm already walking around the top floor of Century Square a few rounds. What's the point of me walking when I know you're taking your time? I could have just waited in school and then took the bus there when you say you've reached, but I didn't.
Sigh...never mind...what's the point of saying so much when no one can understand...
Dempster
11:38 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
Yesterday I left the house at about 11...told my dear I'll be a little late, but who knows, when I reached there I waited for another hour because she had to finish up her work...so oh well, waited at the bus stop and played Tetris while getting almost suffocated by smokers...damn the guy who invented cigarettes...XD
When she came we left for her house so she could change. She was being super lame in trying to beat my score in Tetris but oh well...that's my dear for you XD When she couldn't finish it in time she would restart and try again. That happened for about...10 times I guess. Then after that we went down to have our lunch before heading to East Coast.
Okay I admit that I'm still not good at cycling. It took me a while to familiarise myself with the bike and even after so I was still losing control easily while cycling. Dear kept laughing at me from behind while I was wiggling like a snake in front. Very hilarious, but it was pretty fun. Oh yeah, now my ass hurts from sitting on the saddle for too long. We also collected a bunch of seashells from the beach to keep as our memories. I kept them safe in a box and when I wiggle the box around they sounded like coins. Very nice.
So after returning our bikes we went to Subway to have our...tea break? I don't know. All I can say is that the food is super fresh and nice and it's really worth the price. We sat in there for quite long, talking about random stuffs and I remember clearly dear was talking about some of the competitions she was in for Tamiya and Beyblade and stuffs. Then I told her about the different drivetrains for different cars. Of course she wasn't interested, but oh well, thought she'd know something more.
After that, ARCADE! SUPER CHEAP! But most of the machines are damaged. Sad.
So yeah, that's pretty much it. I sent her home and went home myself. It was a very fun day. Hope we can be like this again...haha
Dempster
7:54 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Best. Day. EVAR.
I was supposed to go to school to help some of my juniors out for voice acting today. Apparently the previous one I did for them was kind of...gay, so I had to redo it. Okay, that's fine. After all, it came out pretty well. Also, the design show thing that I thought would kill me didn't seem that tough after all. I just didn't know what was needed for uploading and now that I do, I can heave a sigh of relief and focus on it.
But what made me become unhappy was this: dear smsed me asking if I wanted to go watch a movie with her at night (or at least that's what I think it is). I wanted to go, but because I needed to help out in school today, I told her I can't make it. Furthermore I had to go for a haircut so at night didn't seem like a choice either. I knew she understood, but what she said really hurt me.
"Ah nvm call you go out like children ah don care you liao"
I was like "WTF?!" when I saw this. I replied her saying "Wah lau eh tell u i cant make it u give me this kind of thing...fine lah never mind then", and all she said was "Ok", further proving that she doesn't give a hoot.
So okay, fine, I decided not to care so much about it. After all this ain't the first time that happened and I forsee it happening again.
So I took the bus to school and guess what, I forgot to bring my earpiece. That was the last straw. Knowing that I can't listen to anything on the bus and unable to play games because I would become sick, I shut my eyes and tried to sleep, but to no avail. The weather was too hot and my legs were sweating like fuck. The air-con didn't help, too. Overall, my journey to school sucks.
After finishing what I needed to do in school yada yada yada, I went back to my neighborhood and went for a haircut. The barber wasn't in a good mood today so I won't say much about it. But he somehow proved that his mood did not affect him in his work because my resulting hairstyle was pretty nice. It's suitable for spiking too so it's gonna really help a lot for my Ryohei cosplay this year.
Speaking of cosplay, I'm not really into it anymore. I felt that I've become less interested in it nowadays for some unknown reason. Ah well, must be a loneliness thing. Doesn't matter.
It still doen't change the fact that today was horrible in more ways than one. Sigh.
Dempster
8:02 PM
The Details
Name:Masaki Ryodo
DOB: 060589
Lives in: Singapore
Hobbies: Drawing, playing games, eating, sleeping, listening to music, recording audios, playing musical instruments, singing
Likes: Janne Da Arc, Rockman, my family, my Vater drum sticks, blue, nature, singing
Dislikes: Backstabbers, annoyance, americanisation, stuck up and/or snobbish people, things that happen last minute, stress
Personal Quote
"I am not a perfect person, but I can help you when needed. If I can't help, I'll do my best to listen."
The Music
I Want
My own room
Complete Ano Hi no Taiyou
Complete Rockman Delta
A recording studio
DS LITE To earn money PHOTOSHOP CS3
Learn to sing well
My own drum set
GOOD INTERNET
NINTENDO WII IJDIAOSJFOEOAW OPTIMUS PRIME FIGURINE
PSP
MORE TIME
WACOM TABLET
Electric guitar COSPLAY AS KYON
