..::Nature Lover::..

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Okay so I'll be going to the army tomorrow. Wish me all the best during my journey in there and I hope I'll still be alive enough to do anything when I book out...anyways goodbye all =D

Dempster
7:42 PM

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Okay, fine, you want an update, here it is.

Can you stop saying "nvm" when I try to ask you something? It's hard for me to tell what you're thinking this way. Think of it this way: I try to open the door to enter a house and before I even suceed in opening it you keep putting up more doors. How am I supposed to enter freaking house when you keep on locking yourself up?! You wanna know why I don't talk to you right? It's because of THIS reason!!!

But that's not why I wasn't talking to you just now. More like I couldn't. I was busy. Yeah you may think, "yeah you're always playing games you gaming freak" and stuffs like that. Yeah I was sometimes, got a problem with that? What do you expect me to do other than games then, sit there and rot like a fucking tomato?!

Also don't always assume I'm playing games. Sometimes I'm working on drawings and other personally important stuffs that you don't notice. Wait, no one notices anyway.

Here, you got your update. You happy now?

Dempster
9:30 PM

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart
You'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still…forever

You are the sun
You are my life
And you're the last thing on my mind
Before I go to sleep at nite
You're alwayz round
When I'm in need
When trouble's on my mind
You put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons that I
Wanna spend forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still…forever

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd have guessed
That through Lord after all
We'd learn to give and take
It's so much more
That I could have give (I could have give)
You make loving you
So easy for me
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I
Wanna share forever with you

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still…forever

And girl I pray you'll leave me never
Course this is a world where love's often go astray
But if we love each other…
We won't go won't go that way
So put your doubts aside
Do wat it takes that make it rite
Cuz I'll love you
Forever
No one can tear us apart

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still…forever

I never thought how much I actually loved you...until I listened to this song.

Give me a chance? Please...?

Dempster
10:37 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

You know...I guess I'm not good enough for you. Or rather...I guess we're not made for each other. You may not see it in yourself, but sometimes you're kinda selfish. You only think of yourself but you didn't spare a thought for others. Sometimes I sacrifice some part of myself just so you can enjoy. Take yesterday for example. After my briefing in school I called you but you didn't pick up the phone until I called your house phone. I know your phone is charging and all, that I understand. I would have taken the bus to go there straight, but instead I chose to walk there so I can kill some time since I'm already halfway there when we hung up, but you smsed me saying you're on the bus when I'm already walking around the top floor of Century Square a few rounds. What's the point of me walking when I know you're taking your time? I could have just waited in school and then took the bus there when you say you've reached, but I didn't.

Sigh...never mind...what's the point of saying so much when no one can understand...

Dempster
11:38 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

Yesterday I left the house at about 11...told my dear I'll be a little late, but who knows, when I reached there I waited for another hour because she had to finish up her work...so oh well, waited at the bus stop and played Tetris while getting almost suffocated by smokers...damn the guy who invented cigarettes...XD

When she came we left for her house so she could change. She was being super lame in trying to beat my score in Tetris but oh well...that's my dear for you XD When she couldn't finish it in time she would restart and try again. That happened for about...10 times I guess. Then after that we went down to have our lunch before heading to East Coast.

Okay I admit that I'm still not good at cycling. It took me a while to familiarise myself with the bike and even after so I was still losing control easily while cycling. Dear kept laughing at me from behind while I was wiggling like a snake in front. Very hilarious, but it was pretty fun. Oh yeah, now my ass hurts from sitting on the saddle for too long. We also collected a bunch of seashells from the beach to keep as our memories. I kept them safe in a box and when I wiggle the box around they sounded like coins. Very nice.

So after returning our bikes we went to Subway to have our...tea break? I don't know. All I can say is that the food is super fresh and nice and it's really worth the price. We sat in there for quite long, talking about random stuffs and I remember clearly dear was talking about some of the competitions she was in for Tamiya and Beyblade and stuffs. Then I told her about the different drivetrains for different cars. Of course she wasn't interested, but oh well, thought she'd know something more.

After that, ARCADE! SUPER CHEAP! But most of the machines are damaged. Sad.

So yeah, that's pretty much it. I sent her home and went home myself. It was a very fun day. Hope we can be like this again...haha

Dempster
7:54 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Best. Day. EVAR.

I was supposed to go to school to help some of my juniors out for voice acting today. Apparently the previous one I did for them was kind of...gay, so I had to redo it. Okay, that's fine. After all, it came out pretty well. Also, the design show thing that I thought would kill me didn't seem that tough after all. I just didn't know what was needed for uploading and now that I do, I can heave a sigh of relief and focus on it.

But what made me become unhappy was this: dear smsed me asking if I wanted to go watch a movie with her at night (or at least that's what I think it is). I wanted to go, but because I needed to help out in school today, I told her I can't make it. Furthermore I had to go for a haircut so at night didn't seem like a choice either. I knew she understood, but what she said really hurt me.

"Ah nvm call you go out like children ah don care you liao"

I was like "WTF?!" when I saw this. I replied her saying "Wah lau eh tell u i cant make it u give me this kind of thing...fine lah never mind then", and all she said was "Ok", further proving that she doesn't give a hoot.

So okay, fine, I decided not to care so much about it. After all this ain't the first time that happened and I forsee it happening again.

So I took the bus to school and guess what, I forgot to bring my earpiece. That was the last straw. Knowing that I can't listen to anything on the bus and unable to play games because I would become sick, I shut my eyes and tried to sleep, but to no avail. The weather was too hot and my legs were sweating like fuck. The air-con didn't help, too. Overall, my journey to school sucks.

After finishing what I needed to do in school yada yada yada, I went back to my neighborhood and went for a haircut. The barber wasn't in a good mood today so I won't say much about it. But he somehow proved that his mood did not affect him in his work because my resulting hairstyle was pretty nice. It's suitable for spiking too so it's gonna really help a lot for my Ryohei cosplay this year.

Speaking of cosplay, I'm not really into it anymore. I felt that I've become less interested in it nowadays for some unknown reason. Ah well, must be a loneliness thing. Doesn't matter.

It still doen't change the fact that today was horrible in more ways than one. Sigh.

Dempster
8:02 PM

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Today was a very fun day...went to TM to meet dear dear and Elizabeth...we went to the arcade to play DrumMania (dear you need to improve on your rhythm...XD) I found that wearing gloves helped me a lot while holding the drumsticks...I guess it reduces friction and prevents blisters from forming~

After that we played Maximum Tune 3...played 2 rounds and lost 1 =.=|| I'm really deproving nowadays...must have played too much of other driving games lol...dear played 2 rounds as well..yeah she won both, I suck ><

After playing went to B1 and walked around...dear and Elizabeth decided to buy mushrooms so I went to Watsons to look around. Dear smsed me asking me why I didn't buy flower for her...sialah I'm such a pathetic boyfriend...so after they bought their stuffs we went up and I decided to buy 2 stalks of flowers for her. Although it's fake, it lasts long and that symbolises my everlasting love for her...sialah so embarrassing!!!

Then we went over to TM basement and had dinner with dear's family. It was at...PuTien or something like that, I don't remember. Anyway, her mother treated us to a feast...it was the first time having dinner with her family as well, so I wasn't really used to it at first. After a while I kinda lightened up a bit. But one thing's for sure is that I enjoyed my dinner with them throughout. There were quite a lot of dishes we ate: drunk chicken, prawn, crab soup, just to name a few. I feel that the dishes are pretty high-class, especially the Lor Mee. I thought it would be those from the hawker centres, but I was so wrong. Didn't taste as nice though, but it was okay lah.

After dinner dear, her brother, Elizabeth and I went to the arcade to play some more. We first played basketball, which for some reason someone stuffed the kids basketballs from the side in. It was so funny that the balls could actually register the scores in the hoop XD

Then it's on to Para Para. We played a few rounds on hard mode. I remember telling myself that I look very gay on the machine, but I don't care XD after all, I was feeling to rhythm~

Lastly it was Maximum Tune 3 again. I hit another round on the story mode and then dear and I played a few rounds against her brother. A GDB-C against a BNR32...both are AWDs...and yet my car lost XD then during the last round, when dear and her brother were playing, some dude joined in with a 350Z and pwned the both of them. I was astounded...dear and her brother's battle just ended like that.

Whew...that was a long post...I shall stop here then.

Dear, I love you forever

Dempster
11:29 PM