Friday, June 20, 2008
I hate my life. I mean it.
There's never a day when I can just lie on the bed and rest without having to worry about my bloody assignments. I just want a day's worth of rest. When I mean a day i mean 24 hours. Because of the shitload of work I have, I feel like a fucking workaholic. I can't feel my childhood days anymore.
Things have changed. They're no longer the way they used to be. Why is everything happening so quickly? In fact, too quick for me to digest?
ComDA is seriously killing me. I know I've already mentioned this before, but I feel that I'm being tied down by a rope with insanely tight knots. The only way to remove the knot is to cut it, but since I'm being tied down, how the hell can I get hold of the scissors? Even if I can get a scissors, how can I cut it without hurting myself? That exactly how I'm feeling now. Everything single small thing adds up to one big pile of shit.
I. HATE. RESEARCH. WORK.
I'm using the last few hours I have for work to type this out. Somebody please kill me. I don't wanna do ComDA.
..........I feel like quitting school.
There's never a day when I can just lie on the bed and rest without having to worry about my bloody assignments. I just want a day's worth of rest. When I mean a day i mean 24 hours. Because of the shitload of work I have, I feel like a fucking workaholic. I can't feel my childhood days anymore.
Things have changed. They're no longer the way they used to be. Why is everything happening so quickly? In fact, too quick for me to digest?
ComDA is seriously killing me. I know I've already mentioned this before, but I feel that I'm being tied down by a rope with insanely tight knots. The only way to remove the knot is to cut it, but since I'm being tied down, how the hell can I get hold of the scissors? Even if I can get a scissors, how can I cut it without hurting myself? That exactly how I'm feeling now. Everything single small thing adds up to one big pile of shit.
I. HATE. RESEARCH. WORK.
I'm using the last few hours I have for work to type this out. Somebody please kill me. I don't wanna do ComDA.
..........I feel like quitting school.
Dempster
11:18 PM
11:18 PM
